Please a new Week!
This week I learned that sometimes life throws a curve ball at you, and you just have to catch it and then throw it right back. Acceptance and acknowledgement of this curve ball doesn't mean I'm happy about it, I'm not, but just doing these two things, I realised, can help me to choose what my next step is. This next step is picking myself up, taking a breath, and going back to the beginning. It is frustrating because I've been here before and I feel in these steps I have let myself down once more and I feel I have let others down too. Dwelling on this is not going to help though, I am conscious of learning and all I can do is learn. Learn to see the steps that got me here. Learn to hear my voice as I commit to things which will stop me from doing what is really important to me. Learn to say no to this and yes to me. Then apply that learning and hope that one day soon it will be second nature, an unconscious part of myself which I need only think of again, in pride.
On a more positive note, the team I am a part of are doing really well. After the Monday lecture we decided to delegate responsibility and made each member more accountable. Our Wednesday decision making time was a lot more productive. Also each team member is doing really good work in the respected fields. We also decided on a strategy going forward. I am really looking forward to the challenge after performing so badly in the practice roll overs. We are renamed and rebranded¿¿.
Up an atom!